Now that I think I have cried enough in the past, for my CCA, well I was wrong... For both the days I spend in malaysia, I cried quite a lot I must say... She was like suffering with tubes inserted into her, couldn't eat this or that and most of all she is getting skinny...

The first time I cried was when I visited her for the very first time ever since she was hospitalized, she just woke up and when we talked to her, she was like who are we... I was really very shocked...!! And the next day, I was on the verge of crying when standing far away from her sight but she suddenly said that she wanted to see me and I cried in front of her....

The tears stored inside of me has left and I felt very comfortable but sad that I can only visit her for this two days only, as there's a very high chance that I cannot leave Singapore any moments due to the schedule of my parents... :( I also learn that my tears are not finished but store for the right moment to come out.