My eyes started to get teary when talking about her... She was feeling unwell and is in the hospital and because of the busy lifestyle of Singapore, my family couldn't find anytime off from our scehdue and couldn't visit her... We decided to go visit her this coming Sunday which is not confirm yet but mostly, to visit her as we were always in Singapore except for Chinese new year where we will go back and visit her. And it is always her travelling to Singapore to visit us due to our just schedule despite her weak legs and age. Sometimes I really felt very bad as there were times where she came but couldn't get any chance to interact as I will always be spending most of my time out in school, and whenever I return she will be in bed already...

She wasn't feeling very well for the past few weeks and she even mention on the phone that she wanted to see me but understand that I have lots of things going on...  She must be very lonely but couldn't say anything to us as she was scare of troubling us by making us go back and fro just to visit her....

Just by talking on the phone must be tiring for her as when she was talking to me, her voice sound very weak and tired..... I felt bad when I was talking to her as when she wanted someone to be beside her, there wasn't anyone there and there are lots of things happening this year... it is a long long story.....

Just hope that she can get better ASAP and live a long long life!! I love her the most!! :)